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...poor jigga :(...
2003-10-14/10:37 p.m.
so life has pretty much sucked lately...more specifically, the last two weeks or so. school has been kicking my ass. well kinda...like the work itself is not hard, and actually, it's really interesting to me, but i have been churning out papers like nobody's business. and of course, me being me, i dont do them until the last minute so every other monday night, i'm up until like 530 writing. i know that's my own fault, but still, its stressful and it leads to me not sleeping very much either. so just yuck to all that.

and then there is jigga...my poor baby. his headlights are iffy and his catalytic converter is kaput. last wednesday, i sat in the Cherry Hill Nissan dealership from 10am to 5pm. thats right, seven hours, in one place, waiting for them to figure out what was wrong with my car. it turns out that the connectors for my headlights were fried so they needed to be replaced but they only had one in stock. so they replaced the one that totally didnt work so at least i have one definite headlight and then the other one, i have to beat it a few times before i start driving and it usually pops on. and then the catalytic thinger is broken and that's part of my exhaust system which is what leads to the check engine light blaring in my face every freakin day. but yeah, that cost over $1000 bucks to fix and i love jigga and all, but at this stage, with almost 205,000 miles on him...he's just not worth putting that kind of money into. so i knew that i'd be needing to get a new car soon but it looks like i'll have to be looking sooner than i thought. which isn't necessarily a bad thing, b/c new cars are fun, but it's just finding a good deal and finding the time to go out looking and driving them, so we'll see.

OH! and then, grrrr, i'm fucking pissed. last friday, i met brynn, theresa, sean and jess at fridays for dinner and then all of us, minus jess, went to the movies. that's not what i'm pissed about though, that was fun, especially with our fabulously gay waiter dan! hehe. but anyway, so i'm driving home, and for some reason, i went towards mount holly rather than 295 b/c i kinda forgot where i was going. so i was like, no big deal, i'll just take the mount holly bypass to 38 and go home that way. so yeah, i do that, and i'm driving down the bypass on the phone with jen, when all of the sudden, this huge motherfucking thud hit the passenger side of my car. i was in the right lane but it scared the shit out of me, so i swerved all the way into the left lane next to the guard rail and then all the way back right like into the shoulder of the road. it's a good thing it was almost midnight and there was no traffic because if anyone had been around me, i definitely would've hit them. so yeah, i'm all freaked out, and there is this creamy looking stuff all over my car! i was like what the fuck! i thought it was like a carton of milk or something, but it was gross. so i'm using my washer fluid to try and get it off and i'm just like freaking out b/c i had no idea what just happened. so anyway, the next day, i go out to my car to go to work and i look and then i realize what it was...eggs. i could see the trail of yolk all down the side of my car. so then i'm like, bastards, they egged my car! yeah, only me! i know. only i would be driving down a road and randomly get egged. so then on sunday, after i got done work, i went through the car wash and when i got home, i was looking to see if it got all the egg off. there was a little bit of yolk still on it and then some bits of shell that had dried to the car. so as i'm picking off the shells, i come across the two dents where the eggs hit. one was on my passenger door and the other was on the top of my car and there's these like circular welts where the paint is all cracked and chipping because of how hard the egg hit. so yeah, fucking motherfucking bastards. i hope they die. i mean come on, there's not much to do around mount holly, but surely there has to be something else to do besides standing in the woods almost killing people by scaring the shit out of them and pegging them with eggs. so yeah, it was just another addition to my shitty few weeks, but seriously, i have never cursed more than when i realized they had thrown eggs at my car. if there was a name to call them, i did. and i was screaming all these obscenities in my parking lot at my apartment when i realized it, so people are probably thinking i'm crazy around here. but then again, probably not, because i do live right next to camden, so it's not that uncommon to hear people shouting things like that. lol.

oh and speaking of living in an odd area, the other night, i was driving home from school and i'm at this stop light on 130. there's like a gas station on one side and then a sports bar on the other. well let me tell you, there were these two fat people standing there, who must've had too much to drink at the bar, because the lady was hanging all over the guy and she had her hands wrapped around her neck so her shirt kept lifting up and you could see her fat all falling out and she was like kissing him all over his face and neck. and he had his arms around her and kept like grabbing her and just hardcore making out with her. i dont know why they were doing this on the street corner, but it was odd and i was just glad the light turned green because i didnt want to see what they were going to do next! haha.

so yeah, that's been my life lately. i'm just tired of school, tired of working, and tired of never having a day off, but you know, it happens to everyone. i guess it's just my turn. on that note, i'm gonna go look up some more cars online because that seems to be all i do anymore! haha. goodnight everyone :)

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