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| 2001-10-02/12:29 a.m. **"I detach myself again and lose something everytime..."** ~The Ataris ~did you all enjoy my two part weekend wrap-up? :) i just thought i'd split it up cuz it woulda been one hella long entry if i hadnt! anyhoo, so today's monday and can i just say that i HATE mondays!!! ugh, i mean they're not too pleasant for a lot of people, but i just hate them cuz its like my longest day and i feel like all i do all day is sit in boring classes and take notes! and i just get all stressed out and every monday i get a headache! so obviously, they are not my favorite day of the week! but i mean its over now, so i guess thats good, it can only get better from here! ~on a good note for today tho...tink put me in her diary! how super cute is that?! she seems so nice and tink, if you're reading this, i hope we can chat sometime cuz you seem so nice and i'd love to get to know you! and thanks for the guestbook love! :) oh and the other thing, is that i wore my new express jeans that ...taneea and brynny have and taneea swore they'd be comfy and she was oh so right! they were great! i'm so glad i have a pair now too! really, i'm writing about jeans in my diary! thats pathetic! lol :) p.s. the names in this paragraph are links to those people's diaries! so click on them, cuz they are awesome girls and you should read what they have to say! thanks tan, it worked! :) ~so i wrote today's lyric because as i was letting my thoughts drift in my night class, i started feeling kinda lonely and all i could think about was all the people who have come and gone in my life...i dont know exactly what sparred this train of thought, but it was just overwhelming my brain, like i was trying to remember peoples names and faces and voices and i couldnt! i hate that, i hate how when people have been gone for awhile, you just cant seem to capture their essence anymore, ya know? like you can piece together all the things about them in your mind, but somehow, they dont combine in the right way anymore to create that something special that once flickered in their every word...am i making any sense here? or am i just rambling? lol, i cant tell, but i guess the jist of what i'm saying is this....like the lyric says, everytime you let go of someone important in your life, you lose a lil bit of yourself with them, a piece of you that can never be repaired or replaced. so the real question becomes, when you lose so many people, are you eventually left empty? i hope not...
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